Can someone, anyone, take me out into the backyard and just shoot me now? I am...Well, here is a list:
Sore and Achy
Exhausted
Annoyed

Sore because, well I am sore and achy all the damn time because of my back. Physical therapy is not helping at all. I have wasted about 120 bucks on copays for nothing.
Exhausted because I have had a full weekend, Spent most of the day, I mean HOURS with baby guy to keep him out of the house so Hubby can have some peace and quiet.
Annoyed that Hubby didn't really start to work on schoolwork until AFTER we got home from our outing, and baby guy was just waking up from his afternoon nap. I gave him a good 5 hours and he didn't do anything. He did make some progress in the evening, but come on...

More layoffs this past Friday... I have to get out of this business alltogether. But the money is good, better than I would make somewhere else.


I am contemplating sleeping in baby guys room... why the hell not? These days I am in there atleast once or twice a night getting him back to sleep. Some nights, I give up and bring him to bed with me, but then I get no sleep whatsoever...All while Hubby snores contently... He hardly ever gets up with the baby, must be nice...Yeah I guess never waking up early to change diapers, dress or feed a baby is nice...why do I feel like I am in this alone most of the time???

I'm signing off before I start to get nasty.....


Bitchy Mom.