Weird random happenings going here...

So this morning was no different than any others. Up at the butt-crack of dawn with Baby guy. He had me up 3 times during the night. His schedule was all off. Yesterday we were at my Grandparents house so his morning and afternoon naps were *crap*. He went to sleep w/o his bottle, so of course he was up all during the night, making noises. He was up at 5:15 looking for his morning bottle so I gave it to him and went back to bed, He drank it and went back to sleep. When I dropped him off at daycare, I'm sure he was famished. Oh and finally all of his little teeth have come in! Whoo hooo!!!

So anyway, I get to work and check my personal emails, I have no time to check them at home, so yes, I use company time to do so. Tell me who doesn't??
So on my welcome page, Here is my Horoscope:

A voice from the past is due -- and you'll be downright tickled to hear it. Just don't let your delight interfere with that alarm going off in the back of your head. What didn't work once may not work twice.

And I log into MySpace and find a message from a Person of my past...We were pretty close friends. Our boyfriends were best friends. He was my first serious boyfriend, I adored him. Actually, when we first started dating, I attempted to end it, but he asked me to reconsider, so I did. I wish I had moved on... He ended up dumping me for a cheerleader, obviously it put a strain my friendship with this Person. He and I were back and forth between the cheerleader and another woman, a stripper. If I only had the self control and self esteem to just walk away, but I didn't, I was such a idiot, I gave up college to stay home with him. I know, stupid, right?
One night, something happened with this Person and my on-and-off boyfriend, and his best friend found them. This Person admitted to me what had happened the next day. She said they were drunk and didn't know what was happening until IT was happening.
So anyway, years later, actions based on lies and deceit and mis-understandings (which I think were founded on this one night that happened years prior) found me and this person, including an enemy-turned-friend, in a fist fight. I moved on with my life, and never heard from her again, until this morning. I was pissed off that I never got to discuss with her what had happened, I thought we were close enough to talk. I would have told her whatever it was that I knew, and I am sure we could have figured out the Liar in this situation, it wasn't me or her, but someone else. It's all a soap opera, highschool bullshit, but it bothered me that I couldn't say my part, I had no chance...
Fast forward to even more years later, My ex boyfriend and I were 'talking' again, we even saw each other a few times, he had moved away but like a dumbass I went up there. I had heard something that this Person's ex boyfriend said...He said he slept with me. Finally it all made sense! He walked in on this Person having sex with my on/off boyfriend, and when he had the chance to inflict the pain he felt, he took the opportunity to do so. Nothing but lies, deceit and mis-understandings... See what I mean, soap opera scenario's and highschool bullshit...I know I shouldn't care about it now, I actually really don't care now. At least I got my story out there, no one to tell it to on here, but whatever.

I wish none of that had happened, I wish I was in the right state of mind to just walk away and stay away from my ex. I know my parents wished the same...
I heard from him last year, he sent me a message through one of those reunion sites...He has a daughter and is probably married by now. Good for him, I hope his life is fulfilling and I wish nothing but the best for him.

Which brings me to this Person...She said 'I don't know about you, but I have grown up alot' I think we both have grown up alot, we have no choice, Life forces you to grow up. I'm just glad she saw me and sent a note...

gotta go for now
Mom